-Saturday, May 24, 2008
Today; now; right now.
Today marks the start of a brand new day! To kick it off, I've changed my color scheme.
Animals' lives are controlled by instincts, or emotions. We humans have logic, and we should try to use it more, too. Though we're under the subtree of "animals". But many a times we find ourselves being taken over by emotions, too. We should all act in accordance to our thoughts, rather than emotions, I think. Or probably it might be a natural thing for us to do so.
Die, trends, die. It's really time to be who you are, who you actually are deep inside.
Who cares whoever said what about you?
Not me.
Holidays. They're here and I'm out to enjoy every single minute of it properly!
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-Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Hello world
Hello world. This is my long lost older sister who has something wrong with her brain.
It was real good though it lasted for like only an hour or so. It's been awhile, huh.
Yeechien Wrote;
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-Sunday, May 11, 2008
Appreciation
What does it mean to have someone stand up and defend you when you're not physically there?
Alot. It means alot to me. I really appreciate it. Thank you.
ugh I miss my friends. Where's everyone?
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-Sunday, May 04, 2008
Value.
"I want to be that person; that memory, that name someone would keep in their prayers. I want to live knowing that I will live on in someone’s heart."
Thats what I want. I don't want to be just some random person out there that passes each second. I want to be someone that everyone will remember. I want to do something, something nice for everyone. A simple smile to everything else, just something nice that will make them remember that there once was this person that smiled at them. I guess it means something for me to feel valued.
Whoever said life was fair?
It's always not the case. Sometimes we find ourselves hurt, in foxholes smelling stuff we shouldn't be. No one likes to feel undervalued, everyone loves to be appreciated. Tell someone now, that you appreciate them, as you read. I'm sure it'll assure them, it'll make their day better. A simple "I appreciate what you've done for me" seems nice, though.
I know it feels like shit after being there the whole day, rain, shine, whatever circumstance. And at the end when you think you're something, and realise that you're actually not. That feeling cannot be described. A plethora of feelings, disappointment, sadness. The memories you will pine for, the day your lives became one. Friendships, relationships, what not.
I always like to encourage myself.
I'm probably not the best out here in any department, but I will try my best. I may lose out on some aspects, but I will make it up.
Yeechien Wrote;
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-Saturday, May 03, 2008
Not again?
Surprise surprise. I'm here for 2 years already.
And after 2 years, the same feelings and similar incidents take me by surprise again. It will be long, and I will edit it a little.
Paranoia - June 14th, 2006
paranoia: an extreme and unreasonable feeling that other people do not like you or are going to harm or criticize you.
I think I'm suffering from that. Someone send me a doc.
Well, - July 11th, 2006
Sigh. Seriously, this year has been a year where I have seen much, encountered much, felt much. My perspective of things have changed. Gone is the old me, with time to pass. Maybe I'm less sociable these days, I keep more to myself.
Sometimes its good not to talk to much, but sometimes it isn't.
Doing everything has it's pros and cons. Its a matter of whether you want to do it or not, not whether you can or cannot.
Well, my friend taught me something, which is to follow your decision and if you think it will do good, just do it. While in this process, even if you cause stirs amongst people, just continue.
What did I just say. Aiya the idea is there okay liao.
I'm not okay,
bye.
Time Flies - August 23rd, 2006
Time, really flies. It waits for no man, does it?
Someone get me out of this road,
if not I'll just have to get to the end unscathed.
Random bombings by the cannons ambushed in the bushes,
along the sides of the roads.
Traps in the ground,
unseen.
There's always something to cheer about,
when you get to the end of the road.
I dont know what to say much,
except that,
Life is showing me its true colours,
both the bright and the dark.
Can't Seem to Fall Asleep - August 20th, 2006
Can't seem to fall asleep. Bothered much by stuff happening. Juggling with so many things isn't easy. I have a feeling, I won't do as well as expected for this Prelims. I'll try my very best during the O levels.
Sometimes its great to have people on the same wavelength as you. [: You have the common topics to talk about, the almost the same interests you share. Im really getting increasingly irritated by some insolent fools, who have no respect for others, let alone themselves. Making a din for no reason, I find them a nuisance to society. I'm crude, I have total disregard for them. If you realise, the situation in the graduating cohort is so damn tensed, or rather the atmosphere. Everyone is asking each other if they'd study or not, if they found the paper easy or hard. That's when the lies come in. Claming that they've been studying, but getting stressed up when the exam comes around the corner. Contradicting, contradicting. Lies, and such. The intense competition. Healthy, yet unhealthy. The ends one might go to, to cause another's downfall. Welcome to the world again [:
Easy is kinda subjective. Nothing is difficult. If prepration is done, there should be not much of a problem completing a task, usually an exam in time. Thats what I experienced.
The usual bitchings, rantings, acting and posing going on, plus a few other drops of happiness and such. With different events unfolding each day, we question life and change. With each passing second things change and its not like the past anymore. People change, normally from bad to worst, but not to forget are the handful which turn good.
Things have changed, totally. You find that people around you, are no longer what they used to be. I think I have a gift. A gift of looking through others' minds, be it good or bad. Examples have proven me correct, right * ? [: Its interesting, yet disturbing to feel something like that. It sucks sometimes to see that one has an ulterior motive, and in the process hurting someone really close to my heart. Sighs. What life is all about, this.
Stronger - September 9th, 2006
think I'll walk out of these doors stronger,
with an added advantage above all.
Sometimes I'm weak, sometimes I'm strong,
I'll always try not to go wrong.
Hopefully.
A phase of life where I really find myself, as in me. The real me, who belongs to reality, instead of the dreamland where I used to reside in. It's time to come back down. The floor is cold, but I must get used to it. The conditions are harsh, but I must get used to it. I will try to make this place, a better place for me, a place where only happy things exist.
Hopefully.
Here's some article I wrote and scored an A for.
Change - October 25th, 2006
Here's my essay.
What is change? When one changes, one literally becomes different. Change is inevitable, and we should learn to adapt to it.
Eternity doest not exist in reality, does it? As days pass, and then years, things will be different. The flowers that bloomed in its heyday will finally wilt. The people around you will leave you one day. What you see today may be gone tomorrow, which is rather the way of life. All these phenomenon can be attributed to change. I believe that change and time co-exists. Without time, I doubt there would be change.
Change is really subjective. I would say that change is either positive or negative in one way or another. As you read, changes are going on out there, everyday. Interestingly the human reaction to change never fails to amuse me. Influence by fellow humans may be a factor for change. Majority of the human race are easily influenced. Thus they change. It is either that they change, or they influence. Some may budge and remain ignorant to change, only to realise that they have been left behind in this changing reality.
Changes can make us happy or sad, but the bottom line is that we have to accept it and move on. If not, it will become a psychological barrier, and we would find ourselves trapped in the abyss of darkness in no time. Man is selfish and stubborn in nature. Sometimes they refuse to comply with the changes made.
Is change necessary? I feel that change, regardless of its necessity will always take place in any form at any point in time. Many changes are not within our control, and we should learn to adhere instead of complaining and whining the most of the time. Being subjected to change daily gives us exposure, making us stronger and geared for the next change and take it in stride. Then we would be immersed in this reality that change is always there, and will stay. Most of us would soon be quite ignorant to it. It is like the sun rising from the east to the west, and it has always been around since the beginning of time.
Ironically, change appears to be the only constant in our fast-paced, ever changing lives.
And I miss these people,
The People Who Made The Difference - December 8th, 2006
I think thats about all. Thanks for reading, anyway.
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