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-Sunday, August 13, 2006

Help?


Realised that, every corner of the world is the same. The same shit you get everyday, the same faces you dread to see. Issues facing me everyday, who doesn't have an issue about anything, or everything. I realised, I have so much up in my mind, flurries of thought, kept in a cylinder that might just explode anytime. And yet, I don't have the ability to express myself well. Sad, isn't it. Running the race with time isn't a fun thing to do. You'll never win, will you? Next up, people and life. I got so much to say about people.

To begin with, 'truth can be influenced by your opinion but your honesty can't be influenced therefore there isn't any truth in the world today except for dishonesty and lies' -my cousin. Interesting quote. People are always influenced. The mass media and their bullshit, the lies they hide, the stories they generate. Why? All in the name to make money, and forget about the moral ethics we had. Making people to be what they arent, so artificial. Thats the word. Forget the robots, we have our own artificial humans. They lost themselves, they real them. All they think about is fame and glory and all the shit that would bring them 'good'. Everything is subjective, but, Man isn't. Man will always be man, and that would be a fact that never will change. Maybe others beg to differ, they do. True, it's hard to find truth in this world. Very, in fact. I'm like in a cell, without windows. I want answers to life, how can I find them? God? I don't know, I'm not getting any, yet. So much, so badly I need them. I'm like stuck in this gutter of problems of life. The taste of life, is as such. Someone, help me.

I really need some help here. Emotionally, and mentally. Not on the context of studies, but more on the answers to how life works, and how reality works. Reality, can be taste like an angel in heaven, or like a devil in hell. 2, is the number. The equation for reality is 2, or more for some cases. Most things have two sides, two different things, that never meet. Subjective, and perspection matters. Im in the transistion 'grey' area, in between the black and white. Looks like I'm not about to leave yet. Until I find some answers, and be able to move on. Life seems like all black and white to me now, no colours, no nothing. Its either, it be good or bad, nice or not. Blatant, isn't it. Isolation might have worked for me. One thing, why people try so hard to impress, why they like the credit and fame so much. I hope that the credit and fame be like a flood, drown them. The word, is contentment. Without it, you always die trying. Life is a network of roads, we all get to the same place at the end. It's the road you take, that really matters. Endless possibilities in life, all out there for us to find.

My real problem, is living. So much to understand in life. Im like a balloon now. When subjected to a small prick, I might explode. I don't know. Everyone is like so fucked up these days, which sucks. Noise is a factor that adds on to stress, so fuck it. Stop making noise, never try to get beneath my skin. NEVER EVER TRY. Now I know the epitome of STRESS. What stress really is. So fuck you all who try to act like you know everything about it, and tell me theres nothing to worry about when you can't even clean the shit in your ass properly.

G'night readers(if there are any),


Yeechien Wrote;
10:01 PM
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