-Friday, January 23, 2009
And again.
It was around a week ago I guess. Yes, we had issues over a problem, a complicated one involving our differing viewpoints on a single aspect. Other than that everything's good and running well. It's probably the inner me that craves for a little more attention through little things. I really appreciate what's been done for me already, then again I might be too demanding. You've been really great and I know you will be as always.
It doesn't mean that you're not good enough, just that I feel both of us have more to work on for the long run. We've set the baseline and said that it's worth it, so I'll try. I know I've been saying this over and over again and only time will tell, and I really want it to and it will turn out positive. I really believe that faith is the solution, if not the foundation for any other approach. Another thing to note is for us to find common ground and come to a point of agreement. This is the period where we learn more about each other, our personalities, our values we hold dear.
I believe that this is just a trough and we're climbing up and up, and further. We always say to keep the faith, it works though, but we need to find a new faith, and plenty of it. It's possible. We're in another kind of system now where I can only get to see you on weekends and though I'm adjusting to it, I still do think about us, too. A smile never fails to form on my face whenever I take a look at pictures before bed. You do too, right?
It's probably been because I didn't play my part well. All the time I said was to follow your way, and this time I really, really probably should without any complains and arguments(and make it the way to go in the future). I should be more embracing instead of questioning. Though you know it makes me a little uneasy unnaturally for you to have so many male friends(or that I'm probably sensitive), I'll give my all to working on it. Also, I know its awkward for me to be around since most of your friends don't really know me and can click with me like sam sam does.
I've lots more to tell but you already know where I'm coming from. I just want to let you know that I'm trying and I've been thinking it for nights till today ever since it happened. You know the last year has been great, and let's make this year better, alright? <3
For you only,
Yeechien
Yeechien Wrote;
11:55 PM
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