-Sunday, May 04, 2008
Value.
"I want to be that person; that memory, that name someone would keep in their prayers. I want to live knowing that I will live on in someone’s heart."
Thats what I want. I don't want to be just some random person out there that passes each second. I want to be someone that everyone will remember. I want to do something, something nice for everyone. A simple smile to everything else, just something nice that will make them remember that there once was this person that smiled at them. I guess it means something for me to feel valued.
Whoever said life was fair?
It's always not the case. Sometimes we find ourselves hurt, in foxholes smelling stuff we shouldn't be. No one likes to feel undervalued, everyone loves to be appreciated. Tell someone now, that you appreciate them, as you read. I'm sure it'll assure them, it'll make their day better. A simple "I appreciate what you've done for me" seems nice, though.
I know it feels like shit after being there the whole day, rain, shine, whatever circumstance. And at the end when you think you're something, and realise that you're actually not. That feeling cannot be described. A plethora of feelings, disappointment, sadness. The memories you will pine for, the day your lives became one. Friendships, relationships, what not.
I always like to encourage myself.
I'm probably not the best out here in any department, but I will try my best. I may lose out on some aspects, but I will make it up.
Yeechien Wrote;
9:27 PM
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