-Tuesday, October 02, 2007
Being Frank & Late Nights.
How nice it is to be able to pour out your whole self into someone else. Being able to be true to each and every word that comes from your mind into the text box. It was great.
I'm a person constantly asking questions almost about everything that I can get my hands on. Call me a
kaypoh if you like, but thats how I am. I don't try to play the game of pretend. I google, look up things that I don't know. I ask, too.
The conversation was real great. I missed talking to you like that. I'm really apologetic if my concerns played a part in causing the uneasiness. Maybe you were right, maybe the fact that deep down inside me, there's a kind of reluctance to accept things as they are. I don't know about that. But I know that the chats over mealtime were special. I could find my ability to connect and convey and thats not to anyone, only a couple. That comfort I cherish. That was in the past.
It isn't the same no more. Or it is?
It seems like there's an understanding and a fine line in between. Even though I can hardly get hold of the physical being, the psychological twin is good enough. I'm glad to know that everything's the way we left it. I just hope that, maybe we could do something without any frills any more.
The reassurance and confirmation was what I needed. Thanks.
No I'm not in love, neither am I depressed. I'm just being true to myself.
Yeechien Wrote;
1:42 AM
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