-Tuesday, August 28, 2007
Gone.
Thanks for the help when I needed it. Needless to say, the trust in me has gone. Considering I took so much time and still taking time to respond to it.
I've thought of the consequence. Maybe all I do is just think. I need to put more thoughts into action, instead of letting the thoughts collect.
I've only myself to blame for all this. I learnt lessons the HARD way.
After so much I thought you wouldn't even give a damn about me, after me delaying it for so long. I thought you'd be mad at me, you'd be so damn disappointed. I thought, how am I going to face it. Initially I know I didn't have the guts to do it. But I did it anyway.
It felt awkward trying to explain my situation, when I was the problem. I should have spared more thought for others.
I need assurance. After so much, I'm not sure if I am even confident of myself. I should be. I'll try.
I thought of a lot of things, I thought of whats gonna happen next, and I was wrong.
And so I thought, too much.
Apologies die out with time. There's no point saying it repeatedly, I got it.
Thank you for showing me what true friendship is, embracable, rational and more. After all the unjust I felt I did, you still spoke to me in a nice, rational way. Thanks for the trust in me that I will live by my principles. I certainly will.
I guess there's nothing much left to say regarding this.
Yeechien Wrote;
1:48 AM
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