-Saturday, April 21, 2007
Routines.
The Singaporean Life - Following Routines
Each week, 9-5 at work, school, whatever there is to do. No stopping, stop and be left behind. Weekends to catch up with undone work left behind in the weekdays. And the next week is as follows...
And again..
When will this routine stop?
I constantly find myself staring into this lifeless LCD screen, doing nothing but thinking as my homework deadlines inches nearer and nearer. What am I doing? Why am I here? What's around me?
Everday it feels so void. Void, empty, nothing. Everyday its just school, computer and sleep. I sit, with my messenger window, waiting for someone/anyone to really 'talk' to me, not just the random hi, byes, have you eaten? I realise, everyone's just busy with their own things to bother. What am I busy with? I don't know, nothing?
What's going on? Hmm..
Yeah, maybe I must learn to open up, but it's not really me now to open up just like that. Maybe I've seen a little more, learnt a little more, heard a little more, felt a little more and tasted a little more. I'm not what I used to be, maybe.
Welcome to another stage, yeechien.
Yeechien Wrote;
8:40 PM
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