-Sunday, March 11, 2007
Emptiness.
What, is this a transistion period?
Sitting in front of a dead LCD screen that gives light, practically everday at it. Waiting for my appeal results to come out. I guess a very long holiday makes me lazy, plus everyday I pace up and down, thinking, what am I gonna do tomorrow?
The only entertainment in my life now, I guess is that computer game where you manage football teams in a virtual world. How sad. You try to call your friends, but on second thought, you put the cordless phone back to its dock. I guess everyone is busy with their own stuff. It's time to make new friends and step into a new kind of environment, but not to forget those who are still close.
Been hitting the library and reading up on whatever there is. Sitting for hours on that leather couch reading, and thinking. I guess life's the same everyday to me now, till I officially get to school or something.
I don't really see myself doing anything else just yet.
These few days I realised, some stuff are understood without need for words to explain. Situations have to be left on their own, it will wear and tear through time. I guess there's not much point caring about every single thing in the world. It just dont matter.
I'm not a groupie person, or a person who love to be part of cliques. I'd rather have a few close acquaintances, I guess. But looking back, how many do I really have? I don't know. I guess it was true when someone said each man fends for his own.
All of the above was random and spontaneous, just some of the thoughts I've been harbouring, more to come. Time to slip back into the couch and read. [:
Yeechien Wrote;
9:18 PM
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