-Thursday, October 05, 2006
My Feelings so far.
I don't really like squabbling with my parents and having to reassure them in and out on different days that I'm doing well. But for those who are going to prom, it is definetly on and it will be good. Of course not at the expense of me. Often doing jobs you get accused, and when you know the accusations have no foundations, just play along and tolerate. Paitence is one key I hold thus far, at least I know I only lost my head once. For so long things haven't been easy for me. One quote always drives me. 'Success seems largely a matter of holding on after others have let go.' Doing things alone can be downright boring at times, but is a job to do. Its not whether I like it or not, but in this case of course I like it, and it's my job. Effectively managing 5 people plus ensuring the welfare of another 230 isn't really easy as it seems. Rocky roads. Sometimes it gets too much out of me that I just recede to a corner, squat there and think for myself. This months I hardly have time for myself, not even others. But one thing, seeing my hard work pay off is a very big compliment for me, which holds a higher calling than having privileges and whatnot. Let me emphasise this again, I'm just another servant to the students, and I hold everyone, at least in the same regard. I'm not here to play, I'm not here to be famous, I'm here to work it out, and deliver. And I should be delivering soon. (I sound like a postman here, oh. Or rather a pregnant lady.) Please always remember, when you thought you have worked very hard, there is bound to have someone working twice as hard. Applies for everyone. Okay I shall try to catch a wink while I think about my lessons tomorrow, oh man.
Yeechien Wrote;
12:04 AM
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