-Sunday, October 08, 2006
The last drive.
With not much time left already. It was really, like yesterday when I stepped into this unfamiliar place, with strangers surrounding me. I came in lonely. In this 4 years, I made dozens of friends, but now I only have a few acquaintances that were always there the last 4 years. Mixed emotions on leaving this place. One more week, and bye. Happy, yet sad. Happy to enter a new threshold of life. Sad, or rather uncertain, if I'd see some people again.
Hopefully I'll be able to love the new environment and make it work for me. I realised for the past 4 years, people think they command the highest respect in school, but actually they don't. It's just a matter of 'showing face'. Those lardasses forever bitching and picking on someone else, and on, and on. Men have ego, women do too. Once you punch a line through them, it deflates their ego immediately and they go berserk. Dumb. Why are some people so full of themselves when they are empty. Really, 'act chio' is the term for it, or posing. For goodness sake, please shut up if you have nothing good to say, and talk like as if you're in the line. No one would say you're dumb if you'd shut your mouth for a moment. Really people could appreciate less noise being given out.
The prom project, the ignition that made me grow, and the catalyst to make me grow. Being mature and having a wider spectrum of thoughts doesn't make me superior to others, it's just that, maybe many times, people dont see things I do, or rather, we see things in different perspectives. Shockwaves pulsing through my brain right now, as I think of some stuff. It has been bothering me for quite awhile already. (Shuts mouth)
Every organisation has a group that is the black sheep and makes the most noises. They feel that they are superior above all, which is also their weakness, as others are superior. One thing about humans; sensitivity. One should learn to control his sensitivity. If one isn't guilty then why should one react.
Lets see what unfolds. Im so very interested in them.
Yeechien Wrote;
1:33 AM
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