-Wednesday, October 04, 2006
Hello World.
Okay.
I'm back feeling better. Everything is officially better for me. If it is in nature that a phenomenon occurs, just stop complaining and move on. Thank god that there are problems in life, it makes you see. As in really see 'see'.
Influence is a catalyst for change. Major changes in fact. So much to be seen in this life, everything's changing and myself too. Humans change, flowers wilt, the mountain you once scaled might never exist anymore. Gone are the things that existed. So much you long for it, but what you know is gone, will never return.
They hardly do. Disappointment sets in, and you get emotionally attached. You can't blame anyone. This is how life works, and it will work this way. Maybe, how life works is the only constant in everyday changes. Sad to see changes, but I'll always try to accept, try. Others might share the same viewpoint, and then at least you have a person to relate to. Call me interdependent, rather than independent. I'm not ready to let go, not yet, never. Something so hard to come by, will be always kept in my grasp. But when it tries to break free, it hurts. Call me whatever you please, but let me tell you one thing, guys are still human, and emotions really can hurt, esp when something is like so bloody close to your heart. It might not be a relationship, but something you hold really firm, and dear.
The sight of unsightly objects makes my bowels come out of my mouth rather than my anus. Okay la, not that bad yet. I feel so obliged to turn away when I encounter such unsightly objects, like just that day I noticed pile of sludge in my way. Call me a turtle that withdraws. At least I shield myself from what I do not wish to indulge in. Antics always fail to amuse me, there is always no originality. We could do with more dummy cannons firing blanks, our army forces really needs them. Especially those with a very wide diameter and gives a big boom like drums. Maybe let's take an order, say 100 of them?
In real life I may not be what I am here, but in real life I learn paitence and I don't really show much unless necessary. Call me a hypocrite, or whatever. As long as my conscience is clear I really have nothing much to afraid of. Give me names from A-Z and I'd gladly accept. The general public is always well aware of the happenings, and I believe they would matter largely on one's reputation. That's one thing I like about knowing the cohort, and being aware of what the public is doing, and making them aware of whats happening.
I'm just writing what I feel as and when along the way. I have't had my shot of caffeine today, feeling abit weary and exhausted mentally. I guess I'll stop here for now.
My quote for today: 'Never fire blanks. They always fail to make an impact.'
Yeechien Wrote;
11:30 PM
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