-Thursday, September 07, 2006
Busy, busy, busy..
Been very busy lately. As I browse through my MSN contacts, I really wonder where have people gone to. Hardly being able to find people to relate to, sleeping at 3-4am everyday to do work, studies, and the Prom Night. I guess it isn't easy organising an event for 250, such a big event. People tell me I'm just a kid. Not true. I'm a kid who can answer, and deliver. I'm not just any kid, I'm a 16-year-old kid that can organise a Prom Night for my peers. Right? Lol. Just to answer my critics.
Time passes so quickly.
Looking back, it was only like January/February. Now its like September and tons of events have unfolded. Disappointing events, and happy events. It's just life. With the ups, and the downs. It doesn't go down well, but it'll have to eventually. Whether the medicine is bitter or sweet(but in most cases its bitter), we'd still have to swallow it, don't we. It'll do good to us. Will it? The events that I got in and out of, moulded me and changed me to who I am today. I feel that I'm going through a tremendous change inside. Doesn't feel good sometimes. You tend to choose to not socialise with others. Slowly you see things in people, the dark and the bright sides. Then you be picky, you choose your friends. Which may be essential. Hanging out with people you call 'friends', is an action we should really contemplate on. Who are our real friends, who arent. During adversity, you know your true friends, but in prosperity, your 'friends' know you. Amazing, the human nature, the instincts, the greed from within.
Equality. There is no equality in this world. Hardly. If humans were all equal then we'd rather be robots, every part the same as another. Then we'll be all reflections of one another, how boring. Some humans are trying to be the same as another, but they always fail, no single individual can be the same as another, we possess our own individual, unique traits. I'd look stupid if I were to cross dress, won't I, of course, that is if a tranny is my idol. =X At this age, people are usually easily influenced. Negative, more. They don't know whats good for them. The good that they know, is a false image, is it? I'm not defining black and white, true or false.
Elitism? Nah. In my life I see so many people trying to go after the brands. I don't know the names, but I know the brands are like so high above, the finer brands. Exclusive to those who have a deeper pocket which contains more. And a deeper mind. Rather than a shallow pocket and a mind. Many yearn to be on the finer side of life. When they can't they pretend. Remember when we were young, when we couldn't do something we'd pretend. Its just us. Like for me, I didn't get to take an aeroplane when I was young, until 3. Before that I always imagined. So many people trying to pretend, which makes people say, "Life's a Play". These are the usual suspects. Like amplifiers, news is spread fast when you tell them a little thing and they'll make it like the biggest news, its like as if the globe would rotate the other way round, damnit.
Accusations made by my family, saying that I'm not studying. Damnit, I am but you all have to see. Okay I'm sorry Dad and Mom. I'll show more effort in studying man. I am studying anyways, just that I do the Prom work at night more often.
Right, where is everyone when I needed them. Hmm. Next time I should really think before I make a decision or an action.
Yeechien Wrote;
8:55 PM
____________________