-Wednesday, July 05, 2006
thoughts.
Microsoft Word Skills Challenge 2006 @ NYP today, took part and I passed! Passing is hard okay. Out of 1000 points you need to have 640 to pass. I scored 735. [:
Smirked at the other competitors who failed. I'm bad, am I not? It's time anyway. It's time to me to move into a new chapter of my life and stop dreaming.
The Past, and Future.
Never look back into the past. The past contains memories, but the future holds opportunities. The present never exists so don't indulge in today's pleasures, for it will be gone tomorrow. What you see now, will be gone in a flash.
Today's Issues
As I have always said. People change. They are losing their personalities. At the same time, the basic principles they have held dearly, is gradually gone with time. Peer pressure, the media, anything that they view, is propagating ideas, both good and bad, into their minds. They call it influence. It gets better of their minds, and transforms them. I disagree with such people. They pose and act like what they really aren't. They try to impress, so badly that they forget where they're coming from. Living everyday for them, is like a torment, 'cause they hide behind a mask. When they look into the mirror, do they even ask, is it their own reflection, or is it someone else's?
On Relationships
True leadership comes in adversity, so does true friendship. Can your friendship stand the test of time, the waves, and the storms that you face on different days? Don't treat your friends like a life vest, coming to them when you are in need. People if you have friends like that just damn them, teach them how to be a true friend. Your false friend will come to share the joys of your success, but when you are down and out, you'll be alone. However, your true friends will endure the hard times with you.
Love. Seriously, what really is love man. I think most of our love today is just mere infatuation. They don't last. Although there are a few cases which last till marriage, but who can verify their future with their other half? I don't know. I just feel like saying that, don't do something 'cause you're under pressure, but, do something if your heart tells you so.
Respect. You earn it. You dont expect others to give it to you, when you dont show others an inch of it. Not because you're older, means people have to respect you. Live a legend, leave a legacy, for others to learn from it.
Okay that was merely some of the things I always talked and thought about. Back to myself.
Seriously I am not feeling well and I dont know why. Alot of stuff to do, facing alot of problems. Events unfold, and maybe its my mind's way of saying OMG. I seriously didn't know what was stress until recently. I used to think, ' what is there to stress about?' Now I know... Well these days I'm going to keep to myself and hopefully I make new friends. I need to get out of this ASAP. I'm sick of all the shit everyday I see. Meanwhile I'll just be quiet and be a good boy, go study my books.
Till then when I'm fine.
Yeechien Wrote;
7:37 PM
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