-Sunday, July 23, 2006
Seriously I feel people are getting on my nerves man. I need a counsellor and I have one. I'm going in tomorrow. I sound like a bloody retard and maniac trying to blog. Listen to me man.
I think stuff in school has been like going more political man. People trying hard to dress and impress, trying to do things for the weirdest reason like getting attention. In the end make themselves look like dumbasses, with others laughing their asses off. Like me. Okay I'm mean. But sometimes you've gotta be mean 'cause if you're like nice to everyone people will trample over your head and piss on you. I've been through that kind of stuff and it sucks. So I decided to be meaner and I think it makes no difference yet... -.-
I can't help but to feel sorry for myself that I'm like that now. I look okay on the outside but deep inside I have plenty of stuff to say. Is it me that is changing or others that are changing? Seriously I think I am like easily disgusted by some people and I try very hard not to look but to no avail. Well, as time passes hopefully I'll be able to change. As said, every man fends for himself. I agree, sometimes I'm like that. Also no one is perfect, so dumbos out there, stop claiming your name is 'no one' because it isnt a wee bit funny. Everyone tries to be perfect, no use
dah. Try so hard for what. True change comes from within, but people only notice the surface change.
Alot of people are like not themselves. To succeed, the only way is to find themselves and stick to it. I can't help but to stereotype people trying to act in the same way. I shall not name. They're not worthy of my bitching and I shall not bitch because I'm like only 10% sissy. For now.
Yeechien Wrote;
8:54 PM
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