-Sunday, July 30, 2006
Hello Posers
Hello Posers,
Die. [:
From Yeechien
Yeechien Wrote;
8:52 PM
8:52 PM
-Saturday, July 29, 2006
racial harmony
here are some racial harmony pics i took :
Will update more pics later [: rushing.
Yeechien Wrote;
11:24 PM
11:24 PM
On a Sleepy Saturday
I got a big problem living in this kind of environment, 5 days a week. It isn't a wee bit fun at all. Trying to be nice to everyone, though getting disgusted by some in the meanwhile. Cut the pretence, people. It isn't fun to slam people, and act like as if you're the pro. Fools seek for attention by doing out-of-the-box stuff, while attention goes to the wise and they are respected.
Physical state - Matured, Mental/Emotional state - 0% Maturity.
Plenty of people are kinda like that. Like kids. Classroom politics I call it. Okay, a few classrooms. Idiots trying to talk like they are so damn bloody matured, but their actions really showed that, they are just like your ordinary kindergarten children.
Well. Tolerance is vital for me, in the next few LONG months.
Yeechien Wrote;
10:11 PM
10:11 PM
-Thursday, July 27, 2006
back from counselling
Im back from counselling, feeling good man.
Don't stoop to the same low as others,
stand tall and make them grow to you.
I've learnt some lessons. You can't change people, but you can change yourself. Happiness starts from within you, and character is present when you are yourself. You can't prevent arrows from being shot, but you can avoid from being shot. True? Right. I am going to work hard and achieve something in life. [:
Bye for now.
Yeechien Wrote;
10:45 PM
10:45 PM
-Monday, July 24, 2006
heeeelllloo.
Hello.
How to survive in a totally politcal school environment: (okay this is just like so random)
1. Keep quiet dont talk too much
2. Only listen to those who dont talk so much
3. Make your voice sacred ( follow rule 1 and achieve it)
4. Make your own decisions, dont follow others'
5. Don't laugh at what the other people are doing to make them look like idiots.
6. Mix around with who you are only comfortable with.
7. Stand alone, also can lah
8. Don't pretend to know alot when you dont, makes you look stupid
9. Never get too emotional, cos when you do there's when all the bullshit comes in.
10. I dont know anymore.
Well. Thats about it.
Im very sick of living in this kind of environment where people can smile at you and then bitch about you when you're gone. SCARY. I seem to blog about these stuffs all the time. Hopefully I can provide scoops of information down here.
I'll come by later.
Yeechien Wrote;
9:16 PM
9:16 PM
-Sunday, July 23, 2006
Seriously I feel people are getting on my nerves man. I need a counsellor and I have one. I'm going in tomorrow. I sound like a bloody retard and maniac trying to blog. Listen to me man.
I think stuff in school has been like going more political man. People trying hard to dress and impress, trying to do things for the weirdest reason like getting attention. In the end make themselves look like dumbasses, with others laughing their asses off. Like me. Okay I'm mean. But sometimes you've gotta be mean 'cause if you're like nice to everyone people will trample over your head and piss on you. I've been through that kind of stuff and it sucks. So I decided to be meaner and I think it makes no difference yet... -.-
I can't help but to feel sorry for myself that I'm like that now. I look okay on the outside but deep inside I have plenty of stuff to say. Is it me that is changing or others that are changing? Seriously I think I am like easily disgusted by some people and I try very hard not to look but to no avail. Well, as time passes hopefully I'll be able to change. As said, every man fends for himself. I agree, sometimes I'm like that. Also no one is perfect, so dumbos out there, stop claiming your name is 'no one' because it isnt a wee bit funny. Everyone tries to be perfect, no use dah. Try so hard for what. True change comes from within, but people only notice the surface change.
Alot of people are like not themselves. To succeed, the only way is to find themselves and stick to it. I can't help but to stereotype people trying to act in the same way. I shall not name. They're not worthy of my bitching and I shall not bitch because I'm like only 10% sissy. For now.
Yeechien Wrote;
8:54 PM
8:54 PM
-Friday, July 21, 2006
Im Back
Wahlao.
Im back.
Eh tag my board leh. How come no one tags? Sigh.
I think I'm going through a transistion period now. I seem to like have something against everyone. I see people differently now. I don't know. I just think things are not like what it seems to be sometimes. Looks can be deceiving, what lies beneath each individual's heart are, complicated thoughts and motives that will, or not do good to man.
Nowadays influence has got the better of everyone, they're all out to establish their own 'coolness', and try to follow those who have established an identity for themselves. They do not realise that, by doing so they make a damn fool out of themselves. They look stupid behaving in ways they dont actually do, trying to act, makes them even worst. We should try to be more individual, meaning, not always letting stuff influence us. If not the world would be filled with identical humans and it'll be so boring to see everyone to be the same as you. Being individual makes it special, thats why the world is what it is now. However there still are some idiots out there trying to change themselves after much brainwashing by others' negative comments. I sincerely hope these people will change for the good of themselves and others.
That was quite random, and some thoughts of mine. Anyway, this isn't a journal, its a place to post my thoughts.
Here's somehing I find true sometimes:
- Pay attention, ask questions, and take notes.
- Try it. You might like it.
- On balance, try to be a net gain in any situation.
- Do no harm.
- If you must, do so with overwhelming force and a clear exit strategy.
- If you do fuck up, stand up and take the bullet. No one wants to listen to excuses and besides, it probably doesn’t matter anyway.
- Be honest and sincere, even if you must lie.
- As far as anyone knows we only get one shot at life so make it fun. Technically, everything is a once in a lifetime opportunity.
- Be polite. It makes such a difference.
- Don’t worry about making the world a better place because very few of us actually know what “better” means. It’s probably enough to leave it as you found it. And clean up after yourself.
- Make sure you always care for something else — another living thing. It could be a plant, it could be a pet, it could be a relative. It can’t be your car or your hi-fi or your shoes (which should be reasonably but not obsessively well polished).
- Play regularly.
- Try to read more.
- Fuck ‘em if they can’t take a joke.
Yeechien Wrote;
11:22 PM
11:22 PM
-Thursday, July 13, 2006
argh
School today. Unexpectedly I talked to Mdm Goh about some stuffs. Interesting.
People are not doing what their principles tell them to do; instead they listen to their desires.
We are living in a false world where fame comes first.
That's all.
Im going to follow up for counselling.
bye.
Yeechien Wrote;
11:32 PM
11:32 PM
-Tuesday, July 11, 2006
quietness
Sometimes its better not to talk to much; only when necessary.
Dont talk too much; for people might get the wrong stuff.
Don't think by talking much makes you great, but actually it makes you look stupid.
Your tongue is meant for you to taste the goodness in life and say good things, not as a weapon to put people down.
Yeechien Wrote;
9:30 PM
9:30 PM
-Monday, July 10, 2006
Well.
Sigh. Seriously, this year has been a year where I have seen much, encountered much, felt much. My perspective of things have changed. Gone is the old me, with time to pass. Maybe I'm less sociable these days, I keep more to myself.
Sometimes its good not to talk to much, but sometimes it isn't.
Doing everything has it's pros and cons. Its a matter of whether you want to do it or not, not whether you can or cannot.
Well, my friend taught me something, which is to follow your decision and if you think it will do good, just do it. While in this process, even if you cause stirs amongst people, just continue.
What did I just say. Aiya the idea is there okay liao.
I'm not okay,
bye.
Yeechien Wrote;
9:26 PM
9:26 PM
Off.
Keep me in your memories.
Yeechien Wrote;
9:19 PM
9:19 PM
-Sunday, July 09, 2006
Sunday.
Had SLF that day, friday. I tried on the knight's costume. See here.
Laura why you close your eyes -.- Anyway it looks dumb.
On the phone now. Blog later.
Yeechien Wrote;
9:11 PM
9:11 PM
-Thursday, July 06, 2006
Thank God I Found You,
This song is nice. The bolded words means the parts I like.
Thank God I Found You
I would give up everything
Before I'd separate myself from you
After so much suffering
I've finally found a man that's true
I was all by myself for the longest time
So cold inside
And the hurt from the heart it would not subside
I felt like dying
Until you saved my life
(Chorus)
Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Cause baby I'm so thankful
I found you
I would give you everything
There's nothing in this world I wouldn't do
To ensure your happiness
I'll cherish every part of you
Because without you beside me I can't survive
I don't wanna try
If you're keeping me warm each and every night
I'll be all right
Cause I need you in my life
(Chorus)
Thank God I found you (I'm begging you)
I was lost without you (so lost without you)
My every wish and every dream (every dream, every dream)
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight (brought the sunlight)
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Cause baby I'm so thankful
I found you
-Bridge-
See I was so desolate
Before you came to me
Looking back I guess it shows
that we were destined to shine
After the rain to appreciate
And care for what we have
And I'd go through it all over again
To be able to feel this way
(Chorus)
Thank God I found you
I was lost without you (lost without you baby)
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life (whole life)
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Sweet baby I'm so thankful
I found you
(Chorus)
Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
My baby I'm so thankful
I found you
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
My baby I'm so thankful I found you
Meaningful Song. I'll shall find a way to post it up on my blog [: The song.
Okay its up!
Well. Day 1 of the change. It worked. Keeping quiet at times sometimes works. Talk only when necessary. I'm trying to be more paitent with everyone. Sometimes people shoot their mouth of without knowing, and its like an arrow shot out of a bow, unretractable.
An arrow shot from the dark, is hard to defend.
Should spend more time alone. Find out more about myself and stuffs like that. This way, your self-confidence will increase and you'll believe in yourself more than you have ever done. Feeling the pressure of the race against time. There is not much time left. So much to do, yet so little time. Familiar? We change the world's perspective on us, not by what we do, what we say, or how we appear to others, but the world will change its view on you as a consequence of what you have REALLY become. People change for reasons. One good reason I know, is for attention, or rather fame. People doing things to attract the attention, regardless unwanted or not. Whats the point about being in the center of attention? Like everything else, it doesnt last and people might shift their focus to somewhere else. So people, no use trying to stay in the center of attention all the time, by acting like not what you are and bitching about other people.
I found out something interesting. And ironic. The people who bitch about others the most cannot stand others bitch a single shit about them. They'll go into a frenzy. These people are weak man. They're like M&Ms, hard shell on the outside, always act like as if they're the best, but when subjected to high intense pressure and heat, they crack and melt. These people always care what others say about them, and they try to change after every comment that is made on them. I feel that each and everyone has their individual personality, so there is no need to change cause someone asks you to. Instead we should work on our current character and think how to make it better so that everyone will lead a better life around your presence.
They care so much about what people say about them, yet they keep bitching about others whenever they open their mouths. It's like they have something on their heads saying, I'll Talk Bad About You, Heh! Sorry to say but I despise this kind of people. I am critical. Right now. Have you ever heard of an apple that tried to pass itself off as a banana? No. So I guess it applies to us selfish humans too. Try so hard to pass of as someone else's personality, badmouth people when they dont like it, and do something cause they think its cool. In fact its not. Sorry but what is the epitome of Cool? I stated it previously. [: haha see the May 29th post.
'Establish your own identity. Not imitate.'
Im going to stop here,
until I establish my identity [: ,
yeechien
Yeechien Wrote;
9:33 PM
9:33 PM
-Wednesday, July 05, 2006
thoughts.
Microsoft Word Skills Challenge 2006 @ NYP today, took part and I passed! Passing is hard okay. Out of 1000 points you need to have 640 to pass. I scored 735. [:
Smirked at the other competitors who failed. I'm bad, am I not? It's time anyway. It's time to me to move into a new chapter of my life and stop dreaming.
The Past, and Future.
Never look back into the past. The past contains memories, but the future holds opportunities. The present never exists so don't indulge in today's pleasures, for it will be gone tomorrow. What you see now, will be gone in a flash.
Today's Issues
As I have always said. People change. They are losing their personalities. At the same time, the basic principles they have held dearly, is gradually gone with time. Peer pressure, the media, anything that they view, is propagating ideas, both good and bad, into their minds. They call it influence. It gets better of their minds, and transforms them. I disagree with such people. They pose and act like what they really aren't. They try to impress, so badly that they forget where they're coming from. Living everyday for them, is like a torment, 'cause they hide behind a mask. When they look into the mirror, do they even ask, is it their own reflection, or is it someone else's?
On Relationships
True leadership comes in adversity, so does true friendship. Can your friendship stand the test of time, the waves, and the storms that you face on different days? Don't treat your friends like a life vest, coming to them when you are in need. People if you have friends like that just damn them, teach them how to be a true friend. Your false friend will come to share the joys of your success, but when you are down and out, you'll be alone. However, your true friends will endure the hard times with you.
Love. Seriously, what really is love man. I think most of our love today is just mere infatuation. They don't last. Although there are a few cases which last till marriage, but who can verify their future with their other half? I don't know. I just feel like saying that, don't do something 'cause you're under pressure, but, do something if your heart tells you so.
Respect. You earn it. You dont expect others to give it to you, when you dont show others an inch of it. Not because you're older, means people have to respect you. Live a legend, leave a legacy, for others to learn from it.
Okay that was merely some of the things I always talked and thought about. Back to myself.
Seriously I am not feeling well and I dont know why. Alot of stuff to do, facing alot of problems. Events unfold, and maybe its my mind's way of saying OMG. I seriously didn't know what was stress until recently. I used to think, ' what is there to stress about?' Now I know... Well these days I'm going to keep to myself and hopefully I make new friends. I need to get out of this ASAP. I'm sick of all the shit everyday I see. Meanwhile I'll just be quiet and be a good boy, go study my books.
Till then when I'm fine.
Yeechien Wrote;
7:37 PM
7:37 PM
-Monday, July 03, 2006
Sick
Just finished my english holiday homework. (note: holiday homework). Yup. Had dinner at Din Tai Fung @ Tampines mall. Very full. Got a new adidas waterbottle. [:
Anyway I had a really nice heart to heart conver with my good friend [:
Im sick dah. Having migraine, fever, cough and sorethroat. Im dying so bye.
Yeechien Wrote;
11:12 PM
11:12 PM
Youth Day
Staying at home today. Right now, waiting for my friend to come back so I can continue with the project. Chemistry test this wednesday, have to go study.
Alone. All alone.
Being alone is good. Escaping from the worries of this world, confined only to ourselves. I learnt, it'll bring much good to us. It allows us to have a state of mind that is calm. Really, sometimes we should learn to mind our own business. Why does everyone start talking once you do something that is unconventional?
'Alone, we arrive in this world. Alone, we depart.'
Quite true. Surely you wouldnt want to bring your best friends along to the grave? All these worldly temptations and objects dont last. What for spend so much time and effort to get hold of them? Well, but since our lives are so miserably short, we should really spend it well. Lol.
Memories will be eradicated by time, all the good memories will always become history.
Time waits for no man. So, why should Man wait for Time.
Look towards the future, because the future holds you, not the past.
I don't believe in destiny. I believe in myself.
The decisions I've made, are the paths I chose to took in life, myself.
What others say doesnt matter, only follow your heart.
Those who speak, dont know a thing. Those who dont, know the most.
Stop hiding behind a mask, take it off and live free.
Well thats very random and blah.
I found out that people of my age are very easily influenced. I shall find out more..
Yeechien Wrote;
12:20 PM
12:20 PM
-Sunday, July 02, 2006
Breathless.
Hello. I just ate a bowl of Ice-cream. [: Chatted on Msn just now. Caught up with someone who told me some shocking news heh. Yup.
Had church today. And then the mini-concert. Now I'm home doing nothing much.
No time left omg. I have no inspiration to blog now so i'll come by later. Bye
Yeechien Wrote;
4:56 PM
4:56 PM
Come read to get scoops of my life? heh
Yeechien Wrote;
12:09 AM
12:09 AM
In a long time
Seriously time is running out for me. O levels are like real soon. Quite happy that I set out a plan to study, and I really adhered to that plan.
Learnt alot during this holidays too. Expect a change in myself. Hopefully I can learn to be more independent. Ask yourself how much time you spend with yourself. Only you can change yourself, so spend more time alone. Sounds so pessimistic of me to say such words, but its quite true. The outgoing me, might have turned into someone who withdraws and hides in his own shell.
Questioning the trust and faith held in my friends, to find that not all of them are trustworthy. However, some friends stay close to my heart. To them, follow your heart, let it lead your way, but, never ever forget where youre coming from, and your principles that you hold dearly.
Stressed up. Tried means and ways to de-stress, some of which aren't good. Hopefully I'll not lost my principles too.
Suffering from nausea, fever, cold sweats everynight. It gets hard to sleep sometimes...
Yeechien Wrote;
12:01 AM
12:01 AM